There is someone that I love even though I don’t approve of what he does. There is someone I accept though some of his thoughts and actions revolt me. There is someone I forgive though he hurts the people I love the most. That person is……me.
The discovery of Jesus, the challenges to pursue Him - to be wanting only Him…has led me to express what has been in my heart for a while.
This morning I was surprised in my sleep and awakened hours before my alarm was set by the knock upon my heart. Jesus. I stumbled out of bed and, by muscle memory, I began to boil the potatoes to my poached eggs. Two days. It hit me; two days until I turn 21 and with very poor time. Am I ready? Have I prepared enough for this age and “Womanhood” (whatever that is)? Have I reached all my 101 Things To Do Before 21 off the checklist (with only 10 that I can remember by heart)?
The middle child of three;